i'll get drunk and do it...

Technically the day before is over, but here's what happened: I did absolutely nothing.

Woke up with a hangover, watched the first and last episodes of Supernatural seasons 5 & 6 with Curtis, watched Cheaper by the Dozen with my mom and a few of our cats, then watched Beetlegues alone for a while and did some laundry. Finally had dinner with Rachel at Friendly's, caught up a little and freaked over Jared and Jensen...if only she were coming with me.

Once home, I watched this episode of iCarly I'd DVR'd with Sheldon in it...in between watching the raccoons on our porch. Then I had some waffles and wine...the wine's gone now.

I've watched That '70s Show, My Wife and Kids, and Bizarre ER while slowly packing and trying to get ready...it's a process.

I'm spouting off facts because I can't make myself think right now - if I did, this would be too long and I don't have the time to finish it right now.

I'm getting mixed reviews from my family; they're happy for me but would rather I stay where they know I'm safe. That's been my life for the past 22yrs and I'm sick of it...but it's also familiar; it's all I know. This trip man...it's a growing experience and I'm trying so hard to be prepared for it, but truth is that's just not possible. I just have to go with the flow and once I leave, I know I'll feel much better about everything.

I need more waffles...and Malibu