Sunday, October 23, 2011

bookmarks...

My laptop died, so I've been emailing myself links to bookmark whenever I can get the damn thing fixed so I figured I'd share here, plus it's easier to access this site at work cuz iPhone doesn't recognize hotmail...


fanfic

*START* - For One Night, and One Night Only
(added to deancastiel August 9th, 2011)

Carve Your Name Into My Arm
http://misachan.livejournal.com/137497.html
When a fast talking witch hexes Dean to get rid of all his scars, he's surprised to find that includes the handprint, too. It's not until Castiel shows up that he realizes just how much trouble they're actually in.
Something Someday (4/4)
http://ricketyhands.livejournal.com/3257.html
Sam, Dean, and Cas struggle with a newly fallen Castiel in hunting, finding home, and coming to terms with a new, post-apocalyptic life. (first fic I read in the booth, finished that night. AMAZING)

How A Righteous Man Raises A Rose
http://swordofmymouth.livejournal.com/22205.html
AU in which the apocalypse and angels and demons never happen, and Sam and Jess and Dean live together in a suburban lifestyle -- and then suddenly, nothing is alternate universe at all. Told from Sam's POV. Dean is compelled to tend a dead rose garden, if only Dean could remember why; and remember why it is so important.
GOOD
1. Bone
When Dean (raised from hell by some unknown force) and Sam stop the last seal from breaking, heaven decides to bring its own apocalypse. Late in the war, an angel with dark hair and striking blue eyes is captured, and Dean – Dean is his interrogator.
2. Scarred
When a bone heals, a scar can remain, altering the bone forever. Castiel is broken, made so by Dean’s sure hand, but he can still be healed.

3. Unbroken
http://swordofmymouth.livejournal.com/22205.html
Four perspectives on Dean and Castiel as humanity relentlessly presses against the borders that keep the angels out, and events begin to catch up with Anna being brought in.
I Came to You in Pieces, So You Can Make Me Whole (AU - 1-3/?)
One day, the Novaks found their neighbor, the Singers had a new member in their family, who was a nineteen years old boy. After they met with the new member of the Singers, the Novaks realized that they needed to help the Singers showed the boy a family’s love and another kind of love...
I Said Don't Ever Change (12/12)
After Castiel declares himself God, Dean will stop at nothing to save Cas from himself, not just because the real God tells him to, but because the angel had meant more than a friend to Dean, more than family.

Have Your Cake and Eat It Too
It's Dean's birthday and Castiel knows what he would like to do. He fails, only not.
GOOD
Love the Sinner
Confession is supposed to be good for the soul. Father Castiel is beginning to have his doubts.
A Setting Sun
Despite everything, Dean is there to take Cas home following his ultimate fall.
Dean remembered seeing a shimmer on the water, not glare from the sun but more like a spray of diamonds just under the surface.
Argumentative
Dean's hot and moody and tired and just not in the mood to argue with Cas. So he does something else instead.
Orange
Cas buys a really hideous sweatshirt.
This IS Where We Go From Here
Dean lets Castiel in on what exactly their bond means to him.

Preacher Man
Dean Winchester doesn’t put much stock in religion. He puts a lot of stock in the local preacher, though
Carry On Up This Broken Tide
The small, California town of Cardiff-by-the-Sea attracts millions of surfers a year, ranging from amateurs to world-class professionals. Although tourists constantly populate the area, Sam Campbell—née Winchester—renowned author of supernatural suspense novels and surf enthusiast, has called Cardiff home ever since the violent death of his girlfriend, Jessica. When he meets Castiel Novak, an enigmatic newcomer with a mysterious past, the two strike up an easy friendship that revolves around surfing and their mutual need for privacy from the outside world. The arrival of Sam’s brother, Dean, following a messy divorce under hazy circumstances, promises to complete their little circle of misfits and social pariahs. Sam thinks that life for once can’t get any better, surrounded by the people he trusts most in the world. Much to his dismay, it quickly becomes obvious that there is no love lost between Dean and Cas, though Sam can’t begin to guess why. As time progresses, he begins to get the feeling that the two of them know each other from somewhere else, and that their past might have everything to do with why they chose to escape to Cardiff in the first place.
I Like You (Like Me)
Dean’s the owner of his own pretty successful coffee shop, and he’s absolutely, totally not in love with the hot accountant guy who comes in every day. He’s way out of his league. Isn’t he?
That Awkward Moment When...
All in all, with a full tank of gas and his radio turned up loud, Dean was in a pretty damn good mood. All that vanished into shock and concern when the sky lit up like daylight, as though someone had decided that black was so passé for nighttime.

Anybody There
Castiel doesn't know if he can handle being human anymore.
Bring Me My Arrows of Desire
Castiel's search for God seems to take him further and further from what he seeks, but brings him closer and closer in a different direction.
Ice Cream Cone
The art of seducing with an ice cream cone.
Stolen Moment
Preparing for battle.
Own Me
Castiel hates it when Dean has to go underground, because that means that Dean is totally unreachable.
Don't You Cry No More
A realistic(ish) way for Supernatural to end with Dean/Cas. And by end I mean the entire series. Let's go with the end of Season Eight.
Borrow the Moonlight
Dean and Cas have one final confrontation over the Purgatory souls.
I Feel Like A Monster (girl!Cas)
Castiel senses it like the first slow drag of a cigarette, smoke curling around him, hot and cloying like the scent of burning flesh. The fallen Angel turns hell-black eyes towards the only other occupant in the room. Vivid green eyes flash his way, ravenous and needing in a way that never fails to get Castiel hot all over.
Kiss The Frown From Your Face
Dean gets a job in a bakery, dates his boss, and crashes on his brother's couch. Sam has an expression for everything. Jess and Dean have a name for each one.
As We Forgive Those (16/?)
Dean and his fiance Lisa go to church to meet with the priest who will be performing their wedding. Things kind of go down hill from there. Priest!Cas.
AMAZING
Take Me In The Rain
Cas and Dean in the rain....
Peace is Just About The Strangest Thing of All (Dean/Cas/Balthazar)
A few hours later, they’re all asleep, Dean snoring lightly, arms all over the place, Balthazar on his front, curled slightly inwards and Cas on the other edge, pressed in close...
Timshel (2/2)
What's the reward for saving the world from the apocalypse yet again? A medal? A condo? Wrong. A fledgling. Or, a domestic fluff fic in which Dean learns he's a father. For real this time.
It All Comes Together Eventually
Set post everything…Castiel is human and working at the University…Dean doesn’t exactly know what to do with himself now that he isn’t hunting. Ends up "gag me with a spoon sticky sweet". Not my usual but it just came out that way!
Duty Free Gift For The Traveler
Sam already has his hands full with Dean’s epic gay love affair with an ex-god without Gabriel suddenly deciding he wants his own slice of hot Winchester.
All I Want Is Now
Castiel meets Dean in summer camp one year. Friendship and awkwardness ensues.
One Good Turn
Castiel is injured in a fight and can't heal himself right away, so Dean tries to patch him up the best he can. He's never had to do first aid on wings, though...
AMAZING
Screw The Pizza Man
Cas grabbed Meg and spun her so she was pushed up against the wall, against him, and he was kissing her again, passionately, hungrily and Dean felt something that was a mix of anger, arousal, shock and...hurt?
GREAT
Where The Current And the Heavens Collide
A part of Cas starts calling out to Dean.

Every Dog Will Have Its Day
If Cas is going to treat him like a dog, some day he's going to get bitten.
Crash Into Me
Team Free Will comes together to stop the apocalypse. However while they are at it they find something they weren't looking for at all.
Keep Holding On
The first time Dean gets Cas in bed, he's sick with guilt the entire time.
Needle and Thread
The plan didn't go exactly how Castiel thought it would.
I Have To Confess, I Was Impressed
Castiel has turned out to be a competent, responsible driver. Dean decides it's time to challenge him a bit more.
Crash and Burn Prison
Dean will never forget the devastation that led to this.
An Angel of Love
Angels can have souls. They just have to earn them. Given most angels' relationships with humans, it's no surprise Dean hadn't known this bit of lore. He certainly hadn't known what it had to do with Castiel.
Beyond the Point of No Return
When Dean threatens to ruin everything Team Free Will has been fighting for, it is up to Castiel to stop him.
Crystal Blue Persuasion
"I never asked for this," Dean rasped against his brother's neck. "I never wanted this handed to me." He shook his head and squeezed his eyes shut. "I'd give it all up, Sammy. God help me, I'd give all of it up."
Teach Me How to Let You Go (5/?)
The continuing adventures of Dean, Castiel and Bobby on an AU romp through an alternate season 6 and beyond. - When Dean's mind is consumed by a Baku trying to save him from killing himself, Castiel doesn't know if he's been given a second chance at winning his human's love or damned to spending eternity rehabilitating a man who no longer properly knows him. Yet some parts of ourselves are so deeply carved into our beings they never truly fade. As an angel who has never truly known defeat, can Cas reconcile losing the old Dean forever and accept the reality before him, or will his inability to let go be the end of the 'Profound Bond'?
Haunted By You (2/?)
Dean and Lisa Winchester hire a male nanny to take care of their son, Ben. Castiel Novack turns out to be more than Dean bargained for.
Permanent Ink
Human AU in which Dean is a tattoo artist and Cas has ink under his ugly suits. Just a slow burn not-really-porn indulgence of my tattoo!kink.
Song of Solomon
In which Castiel teaches Dean a bible verse, through unconventional methods.

In Eridu (7/7)
In Chicago, there are omens that point to something big. There's a heatwave that won't end, and the only clues Dean and Sam have to go on are a long history of people going missing from around Lake Michigan and Castiel's weird behaviour. There's something Castiel has forgotten and it's driving him mad.

Six thousand years earlier two other brothers fight to save their world from a slow, pitiless end by calling down the creature responsible. What they get is something they'd never expected, and the brothers come to think that maybe this being, who is powerful and righteous and calls itself Castiel, can save them all.

Disciple
Dean was born different. Not different, bad, per say. Just a little…off.

Glorious Fall
(And he fell Dean had seen it heard the screams and run outside to see what looked like a falling star, or a comet hurtling towards the Earth. The air was ringing, people had their hands clapped over their ears but Dean could hear what the ringing was...It was screaming...He’d known in that moment that the falling star was Castiel...)

What's Down
Castiel appears before Dean after a long absence before beginning another in a snow-filled parking lot.

Adam Lambert Songs
Saudade
"Saudade is a Portuguese word that can be translated as "longing, yearning", which describes a deep emotional state of nostalgic longing for something or someone that one loves and which is apart. It often carries a repressed knowledge that the object of longing might never return."
The Blessed (3/3)
Three wishes later and Dean finds himself truly, truly, happy. Something strange is happening to Cas though, and Dean is waiting for the axe to fall.
Prince Castiel and the Quest for 100 Orgasms
Castiel knows about how gladiators can win their freedom by winning 100 fights, so Castiel has decided to operate under the assumption that if Dean has 100 orgasms, he might let Castiel go.

A Long Time Coming
Dean and Cas have been friends for as long as they can remember. It might be the slowest love story in history.
GREAT
No, He Can't Read My Poker Face
It's a Masquerade Ball. Normally something Castiel would want to avoid – too many people getting drunk while taking part in the total lack of inhibitions that a mask can give them. The last part, well, Castiel intends to take full advantage of.
The Death and Ressurection of Dean Winchester
Castiel has lost everything for the Winchesters. Dean is all he has. And now, he's loosing that too. (Season 6 Alternate Reality, Fallen!Castiel.)

Breaking In 'Verse
http://chainthatbinds.livejournal.com/7367.html
Short Stories of the Novak family and their friends

Three Minutes to Midnight
What happened before Castiel called Dean in "Two Minutes to Midnight"

Learning to Live Half a Life (10/10)
John drinks. A lot. And it's exhausting for Dean to try and keep the family together, it wears him out to make sure school's okay for Sammy and himself and then clean up after their father when he's finally passed out on the bed or the bathroom floor. Michael is a safe haven. Michael is different. As long as Dean does what Michael tells him to do, he can pretend everything's okay. At least for a little while.
Poor Unfortunate Souls
Dean never thought he'd see so many parallels between an angel of the Lord and a Disney Princess, but. There you go.
The Hourglass Empties
It's a big day for someone special in Dean's life and he's not taking it too well.
Perfection
Back at the source of the ‘storm’ and angel sat bolt upright in a crater, the trees flattened around him. The angel was still for a moment, his bright blue eyes piercing in the sudden darkness, his chest heaving as he fought to regulate his unnecessary breathing. Then a spasm wracked his body and his eyes lit up with an otherworldly glow and he threw back his head and screamed up at the sky, his angel’s voice reverberating deep into the ground and causing many of the animals in a 10 mile radius of him to die instantly as the blood haemorrhaged from their ears. Castiel screamed again, his grace was twisting shuddering, clenching, burning, fighting within him and it was...agony...He’d never known pain like it. For the first time in his eons of existence...He wanted to die.

Sacrifice
basically Cas after the season finale
Pushed (And Loved It)
Castiel is a fallen angel who serves Lucifer and is trying to ready his vessel (Sam) for the Apocalypse. But he's somehow found himself rather taken with Sam's older brother…
Stars are Born
Castiel enters Dean's dream. It is not what he expects.

Like An Arrow To The Heart
Once upon a time...
The Sin of Blasphemy (3/3)
There is a price to pay for proclaiming oneself God and this is only the beginning.
Return (2/2)
The hunt here is finished. You and your brother have this motel for a few more days, so take the opportunity to just sleep. You look like you need it.
Egg
Cas lays an egg, gets the wrong end of the stick, and Bobby yells idjit a lot.
Ain't No Nile Wide Enough
Castiel, an archaeologist at a museum, is given the opportunity of a lifetime when he is chosen to be part of an archaeological dig in Egypt that could last up to five years. The only problem? Choosing between fulfilling a lifelong dream, or Dean, grade school teacher and Castiel’s partner of six years.
Ramble On, Prove It All Night Long
Dean only started playing 66 Seals because everyone else was, not expecting to make a friend who would prove to be the perfect distraction from worrying about school, money, his younger brother, and their annoying neighbor. If he fails to realize that his new friend might be closer than he thinks, he blames the sleep deprivation.
-SEPTEMBER 1ST-

Aches, Pains and Morning Sickness
"I'm pregnant, the child is yours, and I think I'm going to vomit."
GOOD

3. What You Really Need (1. Chemistry, 2. Bad Influence)
A month has passed since Castiel's snap at the party with Uriel but something with his behavior is bothering Dean. He is shocked to discover what is causing Castiel's change. Will Castiel accept his help or finally push him away for good?
Fallen and Bruised
Cas lets go of the souls and he finds his way back to the Winchesters, but they turn him away
Slipping off the Map (4.17/5.04)
"It's no one's world, man. There is no world. It ended, or did you miss that memo?"
Blood Calling
Before I can catch a whiff of anything human though, the smell of a shifter hits my nose. Not any shifter I’ve smelled before, the smell of them normally does not appeal to me. But this one, he smells like sex, and something exotic and sweet, the smell of his blood is the headiest fragrance I’ve ever come across.
Comfort Food for Beginners
A newly-Fallen Cas gets the flu for the first time. Dean and Sam attempt to nurse him back to health (sadly, without the nurse uniforms), and schmoopiness ensues.
2. Touch of Grace (1. Saving Grace 23/23)
Castiel makes good on his promise to Dean in “Saving Grace” to free Sam from the cage. Sam wakes to find the world a slightly different place than the one he remembers from before.
After It All
For the first time in years, he could sit back and breathe. Nothing in the air smelled of fire or corpses, no taste of ash and salt on his skin—just the smell of grass and the feel of warm sun on his face.
5 Times Dean and Castiel's relationship Changed Unexpectedly (And 1 Time It Was Completely Expected)
The title explains it all, really.

Family Business (6/?)
Mafia prince Dean meets a weird guy named Castiel while working off his multiple parking tickets' community service at the Taft Ave Soup Kitchen. (And there's torture and PTSD and mystery and stuff.)
Phyrrus and Romans (Or Dean Never Really Wins)
They've put the Devil back in the hole, so Dean throws a victory party. Kind of.
Black Mirror
While attempting to save a Seal with Dean Winchester soon after pulling him from Hell, Castiel gets a glimpse...
Know Your Curves From North To South
Dean likes the look of beautiful things, always did. He owned so few of them
growing up. The lifestyle just didn’t have room for them, they broke or
tarnished or were too hard to hold. Castiel is a beautiful thing.
Zeus Apple (9/9)
Gabriel has his own ways of "helping" the Winchester brothers and a certain other angel. A story where the boys have to put up with the overly productive fantasy of Gabriel.
Ginger Whores, Blonde Bitches and Some Gay Love
“Willow? I don’t...you’re covered in blood? That woman says you beat up that Anna girl until she was unconscious? You’re suspended? What does that mean? What’s wrong with having two dads? Willow Mary Novak! Look at me!” he grabbed her and swung her to face him.
The look in his 17 year olds green eyes promised violence.
Familiar Security
Dean awakens to find Castiel in need
GOOD
Return to Me (10/10)
Dean is an architect who loses his wife Lisa, in a horrible car accident. Castiel is a painter who is slowly dying at age thirty from heart failure. Their paths cross by chance and unbeknownst to Dean, Castiel carries the heart of his dead wife.
**Angels Fall First
"If you hate me so much, why do you keep calling my name in your sleep?” ... “And if you hate me so much… why do you keep coming back when I call you?”
Echoes
Dean and Castiel watch a storm together.
No Illusions (2/?)
Dean is sprayed with incubus venom and Castiel is the only one who is able to help him.
On the Line Where Dreams Are Found and Lost
Cas won’t ever move on if he doesn’t get closure. or, wherein Dean unconventionally provides it.

First Kiss
A kiss in the rain.

The Weight of Us
Sam thinks that Dean killed God!Cas, but really Dean is hiding becoming-human!Cas away because he loves him far too much. Dean cares for him as Cas gets rid of the souls and they have angsty and sweet sex. Sam doesn't know. But could find out.
I Got a Bad Case of Loving You
Dean can't help but hide a smirk as he waltzes into the doctor's office. This particular wing of the hospital is for mixed patients – there are humans as well as Angels in the ward today, and he gets his fair share of curious eyes when he walks in and sits down in one of the ugly blue plastic chairs. He closes his eyes, smiling to himself when he hears a few Angels sniff the air curiously.
AMAZING
Fifths
Castiel knew sound before he knew light.
Between Four Walls
Being a leader weighs heavy on Dean's shoulders. He finds a way to relax.
Kiss The Rain
Even as a first kiss, Castiel’s first kiss in history, it’s still goodbye.

1. Nightswimming
There’s a second when he stops, when all he can see is Nebraska-sky blue gazing back at him, and he wonders if he might be giving Castiel a choice…
2. Before The Sunrise
Dean and Cas need to get warm and dry.
These Stains on Our Souls...
In his feverish state, Dean doesn't know if still being hell is the hallucination, or if his rescue by Castiel was...
Pour Some Sugar on Me
Cas decides Dean's baby needs a bath, and Dean appreciated it!\
Changes
To save Dean's life, Castiel changes him.


Forget Not All His Benefits
Cas, for his part, does that ridiculous head tilt of his, and Dean wishes that they could just go back to when everything was simple. Back to when that confused head title would make Dean roll his eyes and smile. Back to when things didn’t fucking hurt all the time.
Gone Too Long (5.04)
Dean's still stuck in the future, it's raining so hard it's like the sky's coming down and Cas has gone missing.
It Gets Better (6.22)
Intorspective Dean in the aftermath of 6.22

A Lesson in Pie Appreciation
Cas does not appreciate pie...Dean decides to fix that...very. sexually.
Made With Love
I am...expecting.” “Expecting what?” “A child, Dean!”
Let Me See The Best In You (14/14)
In a world where the supernatural is known, Dean has recently lost his long-time friend and hunting partner. When he returns to work 3 months later, he finds out that his new partner is an angel – Castiel. Neither is impressed to be partners, and they hate each other’s guts. Or do they…?

Light Keeps Passing Through (5.14)
"It's not so impossible."
Skin Deep (4.16)
Dean is still a little laid up after the fight with Alastair in "On the Head of a Pin" and having trouble shaving. Castiel gives him a hand and Dean finds out that even the simplest things can open up old scars.

In Which Hugs Really Can Cure The Worst Ills
Castiel is about to become the new God, and Dean's not about to let that happen.

Everything You Do
Dean is the single father of the most awesome kid in the history forever, and that's enough for him. Until he meets his son's first grade teacher, that is.
I Need You, You Don't Need Me
He has to leave soon. He can already feel the tugs on his Grace that are his subordinates summoning him back to the field of battle, needing to fight and plan and lead the new onslaught against Raphael.
Shotgun
Any Firefly fans remember how Serenity was considered the tenth character? Well, the Impala's like that. You ride shotgun, she tells.
- SEPTEMBER 12 -
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